#15 : Boring 18th June.

I swear my most boring day and unhappy day ever...
Did not have a wonderful sleep the day before as i was emotionally down.
I could not sleep till 6am and i woke up at 11am because i have to get prepared for dental.
Cabbed down to Kembangan Plaza as i was about to be late and if i went to the clinic later i have to walk longer... I waited 2 hours for my turn to tighten my braces for like only 10 mins... Sigh.
I was kinda pissed that day because my dental appointment was at 1:30pm and i reached there at 12pm yet i waited till 2pm... What a bad day to start.

After dental, took bus to scape..
as i promised baby that i will go see her practice but then actually, i dont like it..
I really hate it..
I can bring myself to go like it...
When ever i think of it or see it, i feel like crying and eat a lot of spicy stuffs plus salmon sashimi...
Noone knows how i feel like seriously. That dislike feeling once you heard it...
IM SO EMOTIONALLY DOWN...

i feel that im so fake after all those that happen...
Like forcing a smile and laugher out so that people thinks im happy, im okay...
Intentionally, NO im not what you see and what you think.
It's all fake...

I will never forget about it.
I agreed because it's your dream to collab with other groups to do dance cover...
But... I still do not like it..
I went to think about it and slowly... im accepting it.
But come back to me when you're done.
Other than that, im thinking should i give up on dance..
I felt that im lousy in dance.
I dont dance well.
I dont have the feel.
I don't dance nice.
I learn steps so slowly.
and more other reason that maybe i should give up dance right?
Hahahahaha noone will bother though.

Let's end here. Sorry guys i just want to rant it out.
I will blog about celebrating Kevin's birthday and my day out to watch Monster University movie soon.
Stay tune ;)